AW and the life course that I've attend when I was in a pageant contest
I knew and I truly understand, being present, appreciate present
because it's the only thing we can control
it's the only moment we can make a different
and guess what after so many years
I notice I only knowing about "present"
but I didn't really do what I should…
IRONY !
when I thought I knew but I actually don't
No matter how much I appreciate that moment
I still have some regrets with it
Experiences show it to me again and again
When Eltroy passed away
When "so near yet so far" has changed
when you thought you will have sometime to make a change
there's still something I can do after it happened…
yes something I regret...
First ever, I step out to see myself
Talk to myself
Acknowledge myself
Speak up to myself
Accept myself
Forgive myself
then I realise previously, it's a fake present…
when you turn back, it's not the scene anymore
let yourself and your soul to feel the pain
take a good look on it, accept it
"it's no sense to sit there when you have fall down"
