有时候真的不明白

为什么会有那么天真的人

不努力就可以轻而易举的赚钱！

或许有的，但是脑袋要有很多特别的点子

那么在想点子的时候，难道不需要努力？

昨天跟一对夫妻谈话

妻子说又要换工作了，不想再学校教书，有压力....

( 他有很多不同的借口）

工作也不不懂换了多少，惰性依旧

人长了那么大年纪，为什么想法还是那么小孩子！

我一直不断鼓励他，为了他想很多不同的点子

找了一些“路”

结果他的丈夫就很突然说要开补习中心

（只因为我说我的朋友比我大一年就已经开了补习中心，他们就觉得很好赚）

重点是：他们没有经验

而且还一副他们是金牌教师级那样说了一些幼稚的话

果然，夫妇一个样

>.<

到底你们对现实的世界了解多少啊！

孩子都有了，难道不能实际一点

梦想是要有的，可是也要有行动配合

而不是一直在这个想象的世界吧~

我也是20%的庆幸

80%的努力才把我其中一个梦想

实现

加油吧，还有很多的梦等着我

dont laugh !

many of u would wondering how do i look like

when i teach, when i'm in my new program

sighh i also dun wish to let u guys know bout it

but currently this is the only photos i have

ok la.. share share la

let u guys see see

but

PLEASE DO NOT LAUGH !

xoxoxoxoxoxo

=='

cant tahan myself being this way

or acting cute

yerrrrrr

*pengsan*

p/s : i'm already done my shooting, my own clothing and my tired look

L.I.F.E

miss my eltroy ??

today he miss me so much

follow me up n down

guess he wish i can only stay at home accompany him

as usual busy busy busy

sometimes i wonder what am i busy bout too

anyway i'm glad when ze yan told me something

" u changed ! look like a child now "

hahahahah i love it !!

from a workaholic turn to be a child

not bad right ?

hahahaha maybe i'm started to be soft a bit

compare to be a leader in a team ?!

;)

busy still have sometime for dinner uh ?!

went to this " GARDEN" for dinner

the food made me dissapointed

well guess i wont be there again...

the enviroment is good

some of the waiter are good but not all

the price is not worth for the food

i willing to pay more for nice food

but not for this taste =='

so sad and dissapointed

so in the end i pampered myself

for having a CHEESE CAKE

wuahahahaha.. yipeeee

thats the studio i always work at
this is the studio B
used to stuck there for few hours
with the strong lighting and my heavy make up


thats the 2nd camera

how i wish to stay at home with u babe eltroy

but i need to work hard to archieve my new dreams

or else u got no nice doggy food

and ur fav soft toys will geting less ya...

hahahahahahahaa

哭泣少了眼泪

现在的我很想吃H的雪糕！

很不开心

哭不出来，还是哭里没有眼泪？

我很讨厌他们再次进入我的世界

因为原本没好的世界将再次被打扰

妈咪也会不开心

我也是

对于我来说要见她，很复杂的感觉

一个非常陌生即很熟悉的一号人物

我从来就没有依赖你们的照顾

我一个人走来也只有妈咪给我美好的一切

你们每一次的出现

让我心疼；让我烦恼

我们有个温暖的家

我有我要走的路

我有爱我的人

虽然我跌倒时，你们都不在

就算我满身都是伤痕

我和妈咪都是靠自己

站起来！

对不起，请让我过自己的生活！

一晚就好，让我低落一晚就好

明天的我还是会开心上班

i love sunday

*giggles* since u guys miss my giggles so much =P

anyway this is one of my image of my program

i not used to it but i have to

especially the heavy make up
xoxoxoxo

quited my DJ job about 2months

i miss the friends in the online radio

i miss my program on friday with u guyz so much

anyway i'm doing well in the new position now

well u guys can see the background with weird "wallpaper"

hahahha its something for insulated some sound for studio

today i went to my old house continue some cleaning

i found some cute dress

haha i miss it so much

and guess what the dress by mum's hand sewn

its so lovely right

arhh i'm so touch to saw it

i really wonder how she can made this

*so in love*

xoxoxoxo

I love this the most

and i wear this skirt the most among this 3 !

another two with sweet colour

pink and purple

^.^

can u see it the pink dress with some cute cute flower

kekekekeke

mum has her own work in office busy around

but after work she is 100% mum

i really wonder how she can made this

teaching me in study, and sew those lovely dress for me

* touch my heart *

xoxoxoxo

many friends complain that i never update my new room

so here's some photos

erh ya la, i know i got too much of soft toys

==''

stop complaining la.... aduihhhh..

kekekekekke

its kind of hard to take all the corner in my room

cause too much of mirror

i'm hardly to hide myself

><

the walk in wardrobe

well this is my private space

someone told me, HE is jealous for my 10feet wardrobe

xoxoxo

ahem, hello, excuse me

i'm girl ma.. u're guy ma jealous my wardrobe for what

i should jealous ur car lo

wuahahahahahhaha

xoxoxoxo

thats the different between girls and guys

plz acccept it =)

=)

I always wondering why feeling so tired after working
I dont work under the sun
I dont use lots of energy
but
BRAIN

so is that mean my brain is tiring ?
but i'm happy anyway

even i'm tired, even i get 2 saman in 4 days

I'm stil smiling

are you ?

=moved=

haha, finally i've moved to the new house

really busy busy busy

i can tell you that

moving is aint a good game

♥

already clean for one week

its still haven done yet

guess another 10% to go

>.<

♥

feeling unsecured recently

mayb because of the big changes

moved to new house and the new job

so i guess i need to get used to it ASAP

well, i'm almost there

♥

Pavillion for dinner, desert time and movie

give myself a break

well i loved the mood with such combination

hahahahahahah

some photo from my new room

well i will post a proper after everything is done

me still the little girl in my world
with the friends that accompany me when i was young
i dont leave them alone
but my bed cant fit them
so..
...
..
.

they have their own bed...

well its actually a place for me to sit

its just currently rent for them as bed

hahahaha

♥

tmr gona start my work officially

will check out my 1st episode video result tmr

bless for the new job

♥

♥ hope u have a good day too ♥

6.7.2009 的日记

刚刚过了12点，就这样结束了一天！

搬家好累，好忙~~~

似乎忙得不懂时间旋转得那么快，但是依然还没收拾完毕。怎么搞得，我明明就没有偷懒，埋头苦干手脚都没停过~

今天是我第一天，承认自己原来那么多衣服！女生嘛，无论什么时候都会觉得衣服仍然不够。。。但是今天我终于感觉到一袋又一袋的衣服原来真的很多！！！好不容易收拾好了，又发现还有几袋。。。。。天啊~~~~~ （ same thing happens to my mum as well ）

収啊收啊。。。。。发现很多杂志 ==’ 翻阅看看原来全部都是当年比赛的新闻！原来我也上了满多的杂志哦 @@ 好想丢掉，最后我就把由我自己的部分留下来而已~~ 夷？！今天不是7月6日？？ 这个曾经对我来说是一个很重要的日子 ~~~

Final night.. 去年的这一天很早就起来忙了一整天的彩排，最后隆重的出场…虽然只是赢得了 TOP 5 整个过程依然是我回忆里很珍贵的一幕！开心的，伤心的；都不在重要~ 我还是被情绪牵动着，想念大家努力最美的一刻！！

离开了一个最熟悉的环境：一个有我小时候哭哭闹闹、 开怀大笑、 努力温习、伤心时陪我度过的钢琴、一个人独立照顾自己度过了所有求学日子的安乐窝~ 这里有我的一切一切，离开让我少了一种安全感，但是我也已经把一切一切带到了新的家！
此时此刻有很多的感触，这些都是难免的吧？！只是我真的很感激，生命给我那么多……

are you awake ?

see even my babe eltroy keep looking forward

suddenly busy non stop

really wonder whats destiny of life

??????

that would be noting u can expected

i know thats noting much for me to be sad

but i'm gona miss this home so much

piano is plan to sell for a friend

....................

i dont know why just lots of complicated feelings recently

how i wish i can be sleeping beauty today

so tired and sleepy

i've been doing the cleaning whole day

just like a cinderella

aiks....

xoxoxoxoxo

i hate rumours

leaving doesnt stop the rumours ?!

i really wonder why those people cant just keep the mouth off

being complaining and blaming helps you out ?

plz be more mature!!

.........................

i dont mind but i dont wish to know bout it at all !

tell you what ...

i'm still happy and looking forward in my life

if u keep complaining and disturbing me

it doesnt give a shit to me

but i have to advice u

its time to work out for ur future...

no matter wat, i appreciate the moment we spent...

by the way

comparing doesn't helps u !

@@@@

are you awake ?!

colourfull life

some new changes again
something colourful
something new
something different !

1st thing - my new job

friends, thanks for caring
appreciate alots... i've got new job
full time
working for new company start from 13 of july

i'm hosting a kids tuition program

cant believe it ?

me too

hahahahaha

the boss wish me to fully focus in the program

so i will be really busy for it i guess

mum was really worry bout me

bout safety if i work till late or i'm over loaded

she knew i will be the busy gal again

I request for 2 yrs to work on something that i'm passionate with

I will gain on what i want !! =)

----------------------------------------------------

2nd - preparing my new house
still busy busie buzee non stop
gona move house this weekend
so i need to pack all my stuff

well i've packed some memory as well
its really complicated feelings
because i love this house
i've went thru so many things in this space

first love, first puppy, first piano, first princesses room, happiness and sadness

it meant EVERYTHING!!

i know i should be proud to be my mum's daughter
she gave everything to me

thats so much of hard time we been thru together

but

she's just so strong to bring me up!

love you mum