angel dont shine

J ring hold me to another new chapter of my life

I knew its not easy to build up family

yet i know how hard she do the best for me

no matter what you've said

I'm still committed for myself

I will take good care of you FOREVER

Mum, I love you !

****

maybe i hurt you

but do you know that the word hurting me too

the war start from a question in my heart

" do you ever thought of me at the begining too ? "

it coming with lots of EGO !!

******

It's all about heart

do you ever thought of every single word u use hurts me much ?

well maybe so do i

BUT

if i keep quiet will you just stop it ??

NO !

i will mad and piss off too

especially with some nonsense that not a fact and stuffs

my tears falling off

*****

you never know whats WIN WIN

you thought of what you love to be

you dont try to understand it well

you are the only WINNER and QUEEN

*****

i knew no matter what i said

I'm still the person who did wrongly as usual

but does it FAIR to me ?

eltroy was keep quiet too

so do I

but

you're still wanted to show your anger

throw something to my room

is that what you wan show ?

***

i'm not the little gal anymore

i know whats right and wrong

i admit on my fault

but did you ever admit and say sorry before ?

so everytime i'm the loser to say sorry again and again

but is that a fact ?!

nobody likes to fight

same goes to YOU & ME

but the wording you used

really too much !

ANGEL not shining tonight

**

I know you loved me much

but win win situation not working ?!

because

everything comes in BOTH WAYS